Stupid Theory
I jus made a stupid theory.. I dunno y.. Basically its lyk this.. When girls lyk guys, they are always rejected.. This, i cn say frm experience.. Which sux 2 the max.. Guys would start hatin u n won't talk to u ever.. They will become mre heartles.. But when guys lyk girls, they think dat they can get watever they wan. This, im also speakin from experience. They wld try to do anythin 2 get the gals they wan. While gals hu does this, will be considered as despo. Even their frens wld encourage them. While 4 girls, the guys frens wld ask them 2 giv hym up.. Why must this rules be lyk this? Can't this change? Why must guys get what they want while girls can't? Why must we get rejected all of the tyme?? Im sick of this rejection. This fuckin shit is ruinin my life. None of this is helpin me.. Maybe they are to me as this is makin me 2 be mre heartless.. Dats one of the reasons why i cant cry as much as my family members.. Cause of the rejection i had in the same.. Guys also lyk to play along wit the hearts of the gals.. Who do u think we are?? Stupid?? Please la.. We do have minds as well.. Its jus dat sometimes, our heart will overtake our minds..

I jus cant stop thinkin bout u.. If u wanna noe the translation badly, why arent u pleadin me to tell u? Every night i would dream bout u.. Sux to the fuckin max.. Well, im proud of myself in a way.. Im nt cryin anymre.. Not lyk last year.. Jus realised dat I wasted my years.... Dun ask y.. Waste of time... So sorry guys.. If u expect me to cry, it wont happen anymre... Because of all the heartless guys out there... U guys are makin me more emotionless n heartless... Even i get pissd off too often aldy..

When u guys force me to go out wit u guys, for what?? u guys think dat I won't be left out.. Well news flash ppl, I am! U thk dat jus hangin out wit u guys can relieve my stress.. But when u guys starts 2 bastard each other, im jus bein left out again.. U promised me that I wun be left out.. I don't see those promises at all.. Every min i feel lyk goin home.. I dun care how close we were anymre.. I jus wanna go home.. If u didnt noe i was these heartless, well, think again... Den when i told u guys how lonely I was, u guys will say y didnt i accept... Well, when u guys didnt lyk hym much as a fren.. Why shld I accpt hym.. i have my own feelings.. Yes, im being heartless for sayin all of these.. But none of u guys are understandin me at all! U guys are jus makin me feel pathetic.. Jus be prepared dat i am bein mre heartless.. When it gets to the end of june.. Jus be prepared.. Cause i cant stand it anymre.. U guys have no idea how badly I have felt.. U guys thk dat u noe everythin bout love and frenship jus cause i kept quiet.. Well again, news flash.. I have experienced mre since i was in primary school.. For what u say that u understand.. U just dont.. Dats how i feel lyk now.. If u feel lyk im back-stabbing u, probably, i hav felt the same way b4.. Jus think what u have done in the past 2 make me feel n act these way... To tell u the truth, i had a secret blog 2 post all of these.. i found out dat its a waste of tyme.. im jus gonna type all of it here.. At least im so called relievin my stress... Jus dun come and ask me who im typin bout.. i will never tell YOU!