29/4/09

I want to be with the boy I once loved

But u changed so it cant be u

With all the confusions inside my head

Should I go with the one dat got attacked by a bed

You will always tell me when u change numbers

will you always to dat to me forever

Cause frm my heart u have changed a lot

Lyk a flickered-minded driver in the parking lot

All the poems I wrote isn't meaningless

Its jus dat I will always get too careless

Dat i write all of this things down

About how i met the boy i once found

Sometime u will smile at me whn i walk pass u

But sometimes i will say excuse me when i wanna pass through

But i noe somethin isnt right

When i went to my cousin's wedding dat night

Dat day, i met my old fren

Whom i really wanna meet in the end

But i felt this fat inside me

That me n him were meant to be

I gt confused n jus 4get bout u

But my head will break when i pass through

The borderline which has him n u

Now im lyk a decision-maker too

He still remembers me n smiled

It jus caught me thre n laughed

I gont confused day by day

But maybe now, I've decided to decide it tdy

Even thought he remembers me

n we were really meant to be

I realised that up in the God's sky

That he wasn't realli my guy

I went to knock my head

I rmb all the memories even when the attack of the bed

But since time will soon pass through

The guy i was meant to be together with is you..

Wat the hell did i do to make u hate me so much.. I gav up lots of things 4 u n this is wat i get in the end.. The onli ppl dat cld make me cry was my family but somehow, u cld aso be ended up in my list.. Why the hell must u do this to me.. Why in the past must u do those kinda stuff dat makes it harder to 4get u.. Y? But, tx so much... If it wasnt 4 my frens persuadin me to ask u 4 stead, i wouldnt noe the other side of u which was the evil n no feelings boy.. I hate u so much...