*****************************************♥ I love you but I just can't say it
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009 Y 10:45 AM
I was too lazy to type out about the camp.. Jus finish eatin two packets of instant noodles.. Tryin to increase my weight.. Hahaks.. Im gonna make milo soon.. Haiz.. Im stress.. I have to restart Matin's test.. Haiz.. Im startin to lazy n lazier.. Hahaks.. Gonna hear super junior later.. Lols..
Monday, October 19, 2009 Y 11:32 AM
Wohoo! I could 4get him the whole week! Im so proud of myself.. I onli cried on 12th Oct but the rest i didnt cried.. Im gonna cry soon but nt cause of him but cause i was able to 4get him! Hahaks.. I noe.. Im nuts.. This is a totally great achievement to me.. I should do this all the time.. Im so happy. Thanks to: Matin(my part time counsellor): Thanks for ur encouragement! I totally appreciate it... Cause of u, im as happy when I didnt noe him.. Kirsten(my advicer): Thanks for the advice n encouragement u gav me.. Everytime i thk of him, i always thk bout the advice u gav me.. Thx.. Wan Ting(Encourager): Thanx 4 the encouragement u gav me.. Everytime when Im about to cry, u were always there to make me smile.. U aso made me see the other side of him.. Thanx Afiq(Encourager): Thanx 4 the encouragement n the stuff u hav done 4 me.. If u n wan ting didnt ask me to ask him 4 stead, I wouldnt see the other side of him.. Even though there were other 'stuff' u did dat i told u not to, I appreciate it cause i cld understand him mre better.. Thank u..
My appreciate card.. So called anyway.. Hearin super junior songs.. Always make me happy by listenin to them.. Hahaks.. Dats all.. Will post mre soon..
Sunday, October 18, 2009 Y 2:24 PM
Tdy had 'madrasah'. Dunno wat crap we did.. Ustazah askd us to say the surahs but i claim i dunno.. Maybe i really dunno.. Hahaks.. Hearin super junior now.. Haiz.. Im gettin too obsessed.. I should stop once in awhile.. But in my head.. Im sayin.. NVR! SUper Junior is lyk so cute! Hahaks.. I gettin nuts again.. Lols.. My phone gt new videos.. Hahks.. Super junior again.. Hahaks.. Argh! Im gettin nuts.. I wanna try laughin gas.. Got it from this show super junior was in.. Lols.. Them again! Hahaks.. Im an obsessed fan.. Hahaks.. Watchin super junior again.. Lols.. Im bored..... Haiz... Tmr gt no skl.. Campin on 21st, 22nd, 23rd.. Lols.. Nid to buy some stuff.. I dun hav swimmin wear.. I dun wan the sea activity to be kayakin again! I dun wanna get sunburn again! Lols.. 4 the past 7 days, i nvr thk of him.. Yippee! Im so happy of myself! Hahaks.. Lols.. Nid to thk mre of super junior! lols.. Post mre soon!
Saturday, October 17, 2009 Y 1:23 PM
Super Junior m-Super Girl
Y 1:12 PM
Finally its the end of exams! Can relax lyk hell sia! Hahaks.. I feel so sorry 4 the pri skl students cause they still hav 2 go 4 exams.. Hahaks! Too bad! Nxt week got camp.. Hav to see what the stuff i nid to buy n see the others if i still hav or dun hav.. Lols.. Im so hungry somehow.. I wanna mcmuffin! Lols.. 4 the past 4 days, i hav been eatin the same thin on n on.. Lols.. Now im scared 4 results.. But in the meantime, i will definitely jus celebrate.. Hahaks.. I hav a game plan which i wun say it here though.. Lols.. Later going grandma's hse.. Haiz.. I seriously wanna get Nokia N95.. Yesterday Sci paper was ok ok.. Can't say its easy or hard.. Same reason 4 the Maths paper.. Haiz.. Some ppl said Sci was hard while the others was easy. But when they ask me, I said that it was ok ok.. Lols... Hahaks..
Thursday, October 15, 2009 Y 2:23 PM
Yai! One mre day to the end of the exam.. N finally! Its almost the end of the week! Im so scared dat i will fail maths! But i really hope i pass! Anyway, tdy had maths.. Was ok ok.. Cant say its hard cause im confident i will pass.. But cant say its easy cause not confident i will get high marks.. So lets hope.. Yesterday watched S'pore Idol.. Lols.. Not supportin any1.. Supportin Super Junior though! Hahaks.. Luv them so much! Anyway.. Gt some problems jus now at skl.. Aft skl, went to eat at macs.. Ate sausage mcmuffin.. Den played wit food.. Somehow.. Hahaks.. Tmr maybe watchin movie.. Lols.. Wonder wat sia... Still havin another exam.. Its called Matin's exam.. Haiz.. Hope i pass wit flyin colours.. Hahaks.... Post mre soon.. Will post realli mre aft tmr.. Hahakz!
I cld 4got him 4 almost 4 days! Dats an achievement!
goodbye, my love. i’ll let you go now. the remembrances and the memories, i’ll forget them all i’ll erase and erase and empty out every drop of love from my heart
i can’t.. i can’t let go of my love i have to forget you, you no matter how much i try to erasei guess you’re the only one for me i’m sorry
Those sms u sent me.. U can even say u 4got bout it.. Ya.. im not botherin u.. But in my mind, u r.. Thank you so much.. Just rmb.. I still hav those sms in my phone.. So i hav to tell u this.. I always save this kinda stuff in my phone.. I used to delete it but it came round back to me n somehow, i gt it back... U freakin liar... U r jus sayin it jus to ignore me... Wth.. Dats seriously a coward thin to do.. Whatever... Cause of u.. I dun thk i can lyk any guy anymre.. I guess my bro fren is rite... Its better to be loved den loving someone... Somehow.. My heart hurts when i love u or thk of the past.. Especially those sms...
Sunday, October 11, 2009 Y 9:24 AM
Oh my god! I had a nightmare n a dream... I dreamt of him.. Wth.. God lyk nothin else 2 dream.. Hav to study 4 geo.. Haiz.. Im lyk so bored now.. n tired.. Dunno wat i did yesterday..
Saturday, October 10, 2009 Y 11:47 AM
This is the song that i really really luv.. I hav aldy posted the lyrics.. It was i thk the previous, previous post..
Y 10:45 AM
Haha Tdy I was suppose to go to this dikir barat trng but in the end, i nvr go.. Cause my dad dun allow me.. He is so conscience bout my studies.. He was so worried dat my studies wld drop if i participate.. So in the end, i dun wan go.. Yesterday he bought iphone n i started playin wit it.. Hahakz... It was lyk so fun.. Cant wait 4 end of the year.. I wanna buy nokia n97.. Dun wan iphone anymre.. So hard to type.. I wan Nokia n97.. Its lyk so cool... Den my plan aso can change to youth plan.. Hahakz.. Im still ok when ppl say his name.. But the part of 4gettin the memories.....dat will be really hard 4 me.. I get do this.. I can 4get him.. FIGHTING!
Friday, October 9, 2009 Y 1:12 PM
Yai! I have accomplish somethin.. At library.. Blogging.. Haha... Cant wait to eat! Wat am i suppose to do nxt.. Study! The thin i hav accomplish is dat whn ppl say his name, i cld jus ignore... Haha! Dats somethin to accomplish.. I wanna eat macdonald! So hungry now.. Haiz... Wat to do, wat to do..
Thursday, October 8, 2009 Y 9:21 PM
Now wat happen? Wat the hell happen now? I dun get it anymre.... I wanna noe ur reply of ur letter... Y suddenly u kept quiet? Did u agree to it? Ive been cryin 4 5 days straight.. Y must u do this to me? Y hav u changed so much... I guess the previous song does hav a meaning on me... Ur lucky i didnt call u any nickname yet... I am patient.. But i wun be later..
Tuesday, October 6, 2009 Y 5:52 PM
From the song goodbye,my love Meaning hello, how are are you?is your face still cute like before..pouring out my late regards and my late farewells, i write..i wonder if you’ll simply ask me why it’s a letterwhen messages on mini homepages are more commonfirmly, i pick up my pen.. just in case i can’t convey my hearti feel like i can’t do this any other wayit was really hard. when i loved you,nothing happened the way i wanted it toi keep promising myself to stop bothering youeven though i wait until death, you won’t comegoodbye, my love. i’ll let you go now.the remembrances and the memories, i’ll forget them alli’ll erase and erase and empty out every drop of lovefrom my heart one time, just one more time, if i am to see you again, how nice would that be.. this lingering attachment, these tears, i’ll erase everything the saying that as the bodies grow farther apart,the heart grows further apart as well is of no use to me, it’s all lies everyday, i become more and more worn out.. i’m sorry for causing you trouble everyday, i ask myself, “can’t we go back” even if i wring out my distressed heart and cry out, you can’t hearnow, at the end of our memories, after i’ve realized our separation, i’ll let you go from my heart.. goodbye goodbye, my love. i’ll let you go now. the remembrances and the memories, i’ll forget them all i’ll erase and erase and empty out every drop of love from my heart i thought i would forget you as time goes by but you keep finding your way into my heart again and again i can’t.. i can’t let go of my love i have to forget you, you no matter how much i try to erasei guess you’re the only one for me i’m sorry
This really describes me alot n dats y i picked this song..
Y 5:35 PM
I seriously hate u..
Why must you hurt me?
I have a heart, can't you see?
Nowadays, you will always hurt my feelings
Nowadays, I don't even know what Im doing
I wrote this aft ive done my mly 2nd paper.. Cant stand it anymre..
Why must he change? Why must he change from a kind and warm-hearted guy to a coward n cold-hearted guy? Don't he thk dat i hav any feelings at all? I shouldnt hav lyk him at 1st.. Now forgettin him is the worse part.. Especially when almost everyone knew bout the old thin.. To persuade them is even harder.. How did i do it wit the previous guy? I totally regret 4 lykin him..
I seriously hate u a lot...
Monday, October 5, 2009 Y 6:19 PM
Why.. Why the hell must u do this to me? Its ur actions dat actually made me luv u.. But why u suddenly change so much.. Im gonna hate u soon...
29/4/09
I want to be with the boy I once loved
But u changed so it cant be u
With all the confusions inside my head
Should I go with the one dat got attacked by a bed
You will always tell me when u change numbers
will you always to dat to me forever
Cause frm my heart u have changed a lot
Lyk a flickered-minded driver in the parking lot
All the poems I wrote isn't meaningless
Its jus dat I will always get too careless
Dat i write all of this things down
About how i met the boy i once found
Sometime u will smile at me whn i walk pass u
But sometimes i will say excuse me when i wanna pass through
But i noe somethin isnt right
When i went to my cousin's wedding dat night
Dat day, i met my old fren
Whom i really wanna meet in the end
But i felt this fat inside me
That me n him were meant to be
I gt confused n jus 4get bout u
But my head will break when i pass through
The borderline which has him n u
Now im lyk a decision-maker too
He still remembers me n smiled
It jus caught me thre n laughed
I gont confused day by day
But maybe now, I've decided to decide it tdy
Even thought he remembers me
n we were really meant to be
I realised that up in the God's sky
That he wasn't realli my guy
I went to knock my head
I rmb all the memories even when the attack of the bed
But since time will soon pass through
The guy i was meant to be together with is you..
Wat the hell did i do to make u hate me so much.. I gav up lots of things 4 u n this is wat i get in the end.. The onli ppl dat cld make me cry was my family but somehow, u cld aso be ended up in my list.. Why the hell must u do this to me.. Why in the past must u do those kinda stuff dat makes it harder to 4get u.. Y? But, tx so much... If it wasnt 4 my frens persuadin me to ask u 4 stead, i wouldnt noe the other side of u which was the evil n no feelings boy.. I hate u so much...
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